Today is so yucky! I am in the worst mood. All this wedding stuff is driving me nuts. When Ashley was here a few weeks ago, we ordered our bridesmaid dress's and flower girl dress's. After a week of thinking about the ugly material the flower girl dress's were, I decided to cancel the order (which hadn't even been placed yet, I was waiting for an email with the final order, in which the store needed my intials before they would actually place the order). For a week, the order sat in their shop. We had payed our money and thats it, it had not been placed with the dress designers. So I told them I wanted to cancel the flower girl dress order and my soon to be mother in-law's $250 deposit was non-refundable! I got so mad because the order hadn't even been placed yet (like i just said!) So that was the start of all the wedding stress for this week. I just sat down and realized how much I don't have done. I don't even have my damn dress yet!!!!!!!!!!!!! The centerpieces aren't picked out, the place we wanted to have our rehearsal dinner is too far away, my bachlorette party has not been booked in Vegas, blah, blah blah! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
School is good. (You like that smooth transition from bridezilla to calm, collected college senior?) Its almost over. I have finals in 2 weeks. No winter break this year. I start my math class the day after Christmas at 8:30 am. Its 3 weeks of my life so we will see how it goes...early classes and me don't mix. Math and me really don't mix. Combined? I might as well be taking Chinese.
The toy store is doing well, but probably because its Christmas time. Oh well, we love it. I am getting the worst baby fever with all the families coming in. Its nuts! But then I get out of here and see some bratty kid throwing a fit in a restaurant and realize I am lucky to still have my freedom. Being a mommy will happen for me when its supposed to. I am going to Flagstaff tomorrow after class. Just to get away for literally a day. It will be good to see my parents and hang out in the cold weather.
peace!
